Short Collection

Comfort

Delicate
Broken
Submission
Limbs are torn
and slightly bent
The wound contains
a potent scent
I can't stop bleeding!

Vague

Those nights
bring back memories
Why can't I stop
remembering?

Dreams

These dreams are unpleasant
There are monsters and demons
of a great vastness forming one
Tonight they join
with a combination
of endless fear
Where does it end?
Where is the dream-eater?

Panic

I wish I was immortal
I wish I were fake
Unborn, unreal
Nameless to the world

In My Eyes

I woke in another place
With fire burning
and the smell of
rotten flesh.

The struggle to move
became more vacant
So I lift my leg
only to notice
there was nothing
there

A terrible laugh
A huff of hot-breath
A figure in black emerged
asking for my soul

This is what dreams
are like when
I am not sober

Erase

Waiting at the end of the road
No food
No money
No tears left to cry
I'm lost
dead to the world
Dead to the world
I've created
Sometimes
I like to envision myself
as a god
A god that saves the unfamiliar
Is there even such a thing?

Fiction/Non-Fiction Collection 2002
©Bobby Ruelas

Silhouettes of A Mindless-Game

The doom of a velvet crush
The fear in the pain we lust
Your tear duct is
pierced with a tear
-Am I your God?

Enamel bites their thoughts away
on this very cold
Wednesday-Grey
The bleeding of a wound
conceived the dream
with a cry
-Did you really wish me to die?

Acid, morphine; the drugs are
taking me whole
Now I'm gashing
my throat and
peeling skin
My thoughts are
much worse
from within
There are voices
of an ignorant sound
Speaking in tongues
Speaking in fear
Speaking of death

-Though it is too late
I've committed my own crime!

Fiction 2002
©Bobby Ruelas

Used

I hope this is what you wanted!
Because this is what you're getting
The parasitic allies
The abuse of a broken heart
So clean; So pure
Filled to be inferior

Please! come cleanse
me once more
you filthy little whore!
So secrete, couldn't even
bare your own grief!

She was found hanging
naked. Even the scars
could not conceal
her innocence.
And the therapist
well...the therapist
simply ignored
her neurosis disease.

Trashed, slashed
abused down to the core
She finally gained the chance
to exploit herself
and yet, it was nothing
that the witches-hag
couldn't fix; The invitation
was so vacant

Slowly
Than
Faster
the blood ran
straight to her brain
and she just hung there
naked
waiting for
cold hands
to get numb

Fiction Collection 2002
©Bobby Ruelas

Words of A Dull-Remembering

Paint a picture
Throw it away!
We will be fine
some other day

I slowly recite
all the things
you have said
My thoughts are lost
deep within my head.

The moment I saw you
I fell in love
I couldn't help
but catch your stare
and the glimpse of
your long brown hair.

Your smile was incredible
flawless in every way
But I could not dare
ask for your heart,
for mine belonged to
someone else.

When you were around
I completely forgot
about this modern love

Speechless every time
I spoke to you
Redundant when confused!

Paint a picture
Throw it away
We will be fine
some other day.

I thought all was lost
but I knew nothing could
keep us apart.
I wont believe it
until I see it
and at least now,
I don't see you making
the effort to show it to me.

I try and try
yet still I cry
but I will not let you go
No! At least
not this easy

I'm lost in your innocence
and i'm too blind to see
the things that are
right in front of me.

Well it seems
all is lost
until I hear from you
just how much I love you!

Non-Fiction 2002
©Bobby Ruelas

Forgive Me

Boy: For some reason I never understood why I wish I was dead?

"Take a step ahead of yourself and enter the second dimension. The question is, why do you want to end this so soon? There is more to life than a broken heart. You can burn it up again, smoke its' grass until the last ash hits the ground. You are a martyr of selfishness. You want everything for yourself. Don't disregard theses thoughts; they paralyze everything we fear!"

"Let us dance with the gun again!
We'll see if things resolve in the end
Loaded with miscreant
without falter of your hand
Bang!"

"When it finally came to her attention, she could not bare the burden. She put the blame on herself and repeated everything that had been done. They now both lie together underneath the cedar!"

Fiction Collection
©Bobby Ruelas

Fuck!

So many hearts broken
So little care
Everyone is the same
blunt and unfair.
I don't give a fuck!
They are just too blind
to see what they do

Nosferatu

Struck with the incapability
to defend yourself
When it appears
into your sight
it will bite every vein

It will leave you empty
on the cement floor
It will eat your heart
remove the intestines
and steal your eyes

Every bone shattered
leaving no scent or smell

An eight-hour story line
A controversy led to no-where
Somewhere between the fog
he is waiting
to sink his jagged teeth
into Your skin!