Get yourself together!
Get yourself together!
Composure is attractive!
Confidence-
not to be mistaken with egoism
is prominent!
Jump passed the edge
so that you may swim
with the fishes
and so that you may see
how it feels to be steep.
The deep-
Its' ruins scare you
The vast unknown!
Only there will you find her
lurking the grounds
searching for hope-
Hoping that one day
you will arrive!
Wake up you fucking coward!
She is ready for you!
Submit yourself!
Let it be known.
But why?
Why should I make this
even more apparent than it
already is?
Why should I make this
even more apparent than it
already is?
By you continuing to hide
you are only further prolonging
what needs to be at the surface.
Clam down.
Breathe.
Relax.
If anyone knows you
it is me!
Take my advice
let this be a lesson.
You've been through this before
Write it down
Reflect, but for gods sake REFLECT!
Remember the mistakes you've made
and don't repeat them!
Why are you even in this situation!!!???
How did you allow yourself to get here?
Ask yourself!
Do you know?
This situation is impossible
because you've made it impossible.
Forget it!
You humor yourself and say
"Oh well, maybe she'll come around"
and your good friends say the same thing
but remember goddammit
the odds are, she will not!
Post it on your walls!
Tattoo it onto your body
For fucks-sake
REMEMBER THIS TERRIBLE FEELING!
So you start again
by weighing the pros and cons
Oh Christ
It's Ruby all over again!
Let it go!
Live a little!
you are only further prolonging
what needs to be at the surface.
Clam down.
Breathe.
Relax.
If anyone knows you
it is me!
Take my advice
let this be a lesson.
You've been through this before
Write it down
Reflect, but for gods sake REFLECT!
Remember the mistakes you've made
and don't repeat them!
Why are you even in this situation!!!???
How did you allow yourself to get here?
Ask yourself!
Do you know?
This situation is impossible
because you've made it impossible.
Forget it!
You humor yourself and say
"Oh well, maybe she'll come around"
and your good friends say the same thing
but remember goddammit
the odds are, she will not!
Post it on your walls!
Tattoo it onto your body
For fucks-sake
REMEMBER THIS TERRIBLE FEELING!
So you start again
by weighing the pros and cons
Oh Christ
It's Ruby all over again!
Let it go!
Live a little!
Well you must be a lunatic!
You of all people are telling me to relax?! To live!
I am doing just that! And this is why
I am in the situation that I am in.
Look! I am fighting with myself!
You of all people are telling me to relax?! To live!
I am doing just that! And this is why
I am in the situation that I am in.
Look! I am fighting with myself!
What would your therapist think?
What would a psychologist think?
How would they diagnose this?
Perplexing-Thought-Syndrome?
Instability?
Psychosis?
Bi-Polar?
God I could go on forever
but the point here
is to leave everything behind.
Don't be reckless.
Don't be conceited.
Swallow your pride
and admit that you fucked this one up.
Non-Fiction Collection
©Bobby Ruelas
What would a psychologist think?
How would they diagnose this?
Perplexing-Thought-Syndrome?
Instability?
Psychosis?
Bi-Polar?
God I could go on forever
but the point here
is to leave everything behind.
Don't be reckless.
Don't be conceited.
Swallow your pride
and admit that you fucked this one up.
Non-Fiction Collection
©Bobby Ruelas
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